I'm having one right now. Yes, an episode. I know that I won't be able to escape feeling this way once in awhile. I don't want to either. It just gets sickeningly annoying and you spiral down. Sometimes I want to train myself to be mean, to just NOT care, to be cynical... hoping that would shield me from feeling pain and to speed up the healing process. But then, I know I'm not cut out for that. I know I need to go through it no matter how long it takes. One morning I know I will wake up and just know that it's passed. I have so much to be thankful for and so little time to wallow. Mental note! : I need to re-drill that into my colorful brain more often.
... I feel so much better now. Downtown Toronto is waiting for me, myself and I. And oh, Cheers to the end of November!!!
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See you again soon okay? =)