Tarot II

Okay... j.q. did another reading for me earlier on my 15 minute break. Stuff he saw were real... somewhat. That I'm having a tough time right now. That I was holding on to stuff. That I have all these problems. That I've been hurting. That I'm in this confused state. But then, I'm also slowly moving on... slowly finding myself again, following my intuition. He did it in less than 5 minutes but I was ready to burst into tears. I was fighting to hold them back. I was mid-working after all. But then, it was just so timely since I was remembering things over the weekend. But yeah, somehow, I do feel stronger and more in control. I just need time. I'm not one to snap out of things easily. I'm don't want to be hasty and relapse. Here's what j.q. saw on our Tarot Night weeks ago.

Something else freaked me out. A saw this unique bracelet a guy she recently stopped seeing wore on three different persons in the store today. She said that it wasn't one of those bracelets that you could just buy from any store. They were special bracelets that those people got from different countries. That is one GIANT sign. It's crazy. No wonder she was bugged!!! I wonder how she decides to take or react to that sign.

I talked with my best friend earlier. I miss her sooo bad. We must have been sisters in our past lives or something. She's remained one of the few constant things in my life right now. We might not talk/chat/email all the time but I know, she knows that we're there for each other.

I have this stupid sore throat now. I think work is finally taking it's toll on me. I've been like the iron woman the past couple of weeks. My whole body's hurting when I wake up in the morning. I'm going to slow down. Bawal magkasakit! I have this interview next week too. I have to be okay.